Im fine quotes3/1/2023 “I spent my days so god damn lonely around those constant talking people, but at night, as I walked on empty streets, I was not alone. You’re doing just fine. You’re doing fine. Lie down and close your eyes. Notice the silence. Work until your eyes are tired and head is heavy, and keep working even after that. Keep it sharp on track, nothing but the task in front of you. Now get back to work. Work with your mind sharp and eyes focused and if any thoughts of worries or hate or sadness creep their ways around, shake them off like a runner in the night for you own your mind, and you need to tame it. ![]() Take the long way just to not pass the liquor store. ![]() Find comfort in the way you’re just one in the crowd. Smiling, laughing, or eyes straight forward, hurried to get to wherever they’re going. Notice how they’re all walking, in a hurry, or slowly. Put on your shoes and take a long walk on open streets around people. Get off your chair in the middle of the day. Keep your mind sharp, head on, eyes on the page and if small thoughts of worries fight their ways into your consciousness: threw them off like fires in the night and keep your eyes on the track. You still feel warmth. Now sit down and get to work. Hold the cup with two hands and notice that you feel the feeling of warmth. Make coffee, windows open, the sun shining through. You kissed me that morning as if you’d never done it before and never would again and now I write another letter that I will never dare to send, collecting memories of lossĪnd if you see a fire from the shore tonight Then days passed by and I spent them with my workĪnd now I’m writing letters I will never dare to send.īut there is this one day every year or soĪnd I collect my belongings I no longer needĪnd make my way to the ocean to burn and drown and start anewĪnd it is quite wonderful, setting fire to my chains and flames on written wordsĪnd I stand there, starring deep into the heat until they’re all gone. I waded until I could no longer walk and it was too cold to swim but still I kept on walking at the bottom of the sea for I could not tell the difference between the ocean and the lack of someone I loved and I had not yet learned how the task of moving on is as necessary as survival. Minds like ours are can’t be tamed and the price for freedom is the price we pay.Ī few years back and I was not yet accustomed to farewellsĪnd just like now I stood waving long after the ship was gone.Īnd I took my shoes off to let the water freeze my bones. ![]() He left that morning, the last words still echoing in my headĪnd though he said he’d come back one day I know a broken promise from a right oneįor I have used them myself and there is no coming back. I was young and did not know many people but I had hidden things inside that I never dared to show and in silence I tried to kill them, There’s a place by the side of the railway near the lake where I grew up and I used to go there to burry things and start anew. Still waving long after the ship was goneĪnd if someone would have screamed my name I wouldn’t have heard for I’ve said goodbye so many times in my short life that farewells are a muscular task and I’ve taught them well. ![]() “The stars are brilliant at this time of nightĪnd I wander these streets like a ritual I don’t dare to breakįor darling, the times are quite glorious.
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